[[CoNfuSeD...]]~**Y Dyd He Came Back 0ut 0f the Blue??**~
Kla...I d0nn0 h0w 2 start...yesterdae had ma english n Physics paper...c0nferm g0nna faiL...:( Tot of MyTyng up wYf HuBBy bUt We enDeD up QuaRReLing...So spoilt the plan n headed 0ff 2 JurongPoint instead...:) I was utterly upset wyf hym hu juz kept 0n fynding fault wyf mi...wat m0re...? I wasn't in the m0od 4 tt...!!Urgh...I d0nn0 wat 2 d0...I am c0nfused...at tt p0int 0f tyme ma mynd was running wild...I was tynking of breaking up...But I Love Hym s0 much n it isn't tt ez 2 let hym g0....I went h0me fr0m JP wyf Seri c0z at tt p0int 0f tyme Seri caLLed mi asking mi whr i was... I had a fren...In the bus 172,2 pathetic CD guyz asked 4 0ur n0....Ahahks~! We kept 0n talking as if they didn't exist...Ahaks~! Hmmm...
Well...,the surprised tyng tt happened yesterday was tt HAFIZ called mi...I was utterly shocked.A guy hu 0nce crushed ma heart...suddenly called mi up. I had mixed feelings...I was happy at the same tyme suddenly felt the 0l' pain crawling back...I remembered loving hym so much wen he left mi...We talked tyngs 0ut...Actually...he didn't ask 4 a break up...N neither dyd i...He told mi he still had the guilty feeling while talking 2 mi...He sent mi hys pic n requested mi 2 put it in ma frensta....Hahah.Well.,ok.I will.Will be g0ing 0ut dys sat beraye.Weehee.I asked hym 0ut t0o...Bring al0ng hys new gal.He told mi it was difficult 4 hym 2 m0ve 0n c0z the guilty feelin is still dere in hym.I told hym 2 m0ve 0n c0z I had.But imagine h0w much hurt it takes 2 m0ve 0n.The pain still leaves the scar in ma heart.He c0nfessed he myshed mi.Hey.I myshed hym t00.As a fren.
Ecai.He told mi he loved mi s0 much n he w0uldnt wanna let mi g0.I d0nn0.Am i rili 4 hym..?I am xtremely c0nfused.At dys p0in 0f tyme wat I nyd m0st is advise.Fr0m ma dearez frenz...God...,help mi fynd ma way 0ut 0f dys mess...
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