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[-being mii is neva easy.-]]

Sometymes making decisions is neva perfect.I'm in such confusion now and ii really donno wart ii am gonna do now.The thing is that I wanna be myself but I can't.Without hym here by ma syde...,ii am no one.I am nothing to hys family except for Amy and Abang.I tynk hys mom is hating mii now.I donno y.I've no one to turn to.I have to kyp tyngs to myself.Sometymes I wanna be someone else.Be happy lyke how someone else does.No problems no nothing.I've been haviing problems...,one came after another.

Now...,the latest news is that I am nort allowed to myt and go out wyf Amy anymore.No...,it's not Diana...,don't get me wrong.It is hys own mother.Can eu believe it..?Hys own mother!!!!Wat am ii to do now..?I noe lahs ii don really have the tyme to visit them tho ma skool is nearby.But wat the heck?Skool is tiring okehs.I don have tyme 4 maself sometymes infact.But y out blue I am nort allowed to myt Amy..?He is the only family member of hys wyc is close to mi.He was the one who ii relied on to when ii am facing problems.He is ma fren.,my brother.!!!And now I'm nort at all allowed to myt hym.So how am ii supposed to get updates on their family.?!

Is it ma fault.?! Wart dyd ii do.?!! I love IRWAN so ii noe ii have to click wyf hys family.If I am nort even well-liked by hys family,wat do ii have to do?I've been trying my best to uphold dys engagement although I've been hurt by her child.!I've been patiently waiting for hys return.Letting hym noe how much I love hym and how much he mean to mi?I'm suffering...,in ma heart.People may joke around wyf mii but deep down...,do they even understand the pain and confusion I am going through.Excuse mii...,ma own MOM doesnt even undastand mi.Wat else others.?If I am nort patient...,do eu tynk ii even bother to wait 4 hym...?

To mak.

Andai pernah sesekali Su sakitkan hati Mak...,Su pohon maaf.Su betul2 tk fhm...,kenape sey Su tk bole jmp Amy lagi..?Ape slh Su...?Su takde niat ape2 pon...Su anggap Amy kawan Su.Dia lah yg selalu buat Su gembire sejak Wan tkde.Kalau lah Su yg sakitkan hati Mak...,tegurlah Su.Kadang2 Su tktau.Kalau Su dibenci Mak...,kenape...?Su terlalu sygkan Wan...Su da bnyk menderite sejak Wan tkde.Ape maksud semua nii.?Su tidak pernah ade niat langsung untuk sakitkan hati Mak.Selama ini Su da berupaya utk mengeratkan pertalian keluarge kite.Su da bnyk bersabar Mak.Su perempuan.Su tahu dimana letaknye kedudukan Su.Mak...,ini kah salah satu dugaan yg harus Su tempuh...?Mak...,andai Mak bencikan Su...beritahu lah Su.Agar Su pergi dan tidak ganggu Wan lagi.Kalau Mak temukan jodoh untuk Wan yg lebih baik dari Su...,Su izinkan Wan pergi.

II donno wart to do now.I juz wanna be left all ALONE.

You're all I ever wanted ;