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.Thursday, November 29, 2007 ' 8:44 AM Y

[[-everything changed-]]

Questions and decisions kept on mingling in my mynd ,thinking what is the best solution I can get into .I cannot force myself to make the wrong decision and satisfy others but not mi .That is being unfair to mi.

I've been thinking thoroughly about mi and ma fiance's problems until my head hurt and everytyme ii tried making a decision , i ended up crying . I noe and he noes that we really love each other but do we really meant for each other .? CHANCES .That has been awhile since people kept on telling mii but hey , I have my own lyfe to lead .Hys secrets nort yet revealed to my parents and if one day they got to noe ,imagine how am ii supposed to answer to them .?

The next tyng is that my feelings towards hym is drifting apart slowly .I tried to wait ,i tried to be patient but he's never been there for mii all those tymes when I nyd hym the most .

Also , I've been convincing myself that he is,infact the one for me .But after the letter I received from hym the other tyme ,imagine the anger ii felt .He's being egoistic for goodness sake .I've been seeing alot of things around here and it is pathetically being handled by me alone and no one else . People may know my problem but they do not noe the hardship and the struggleness .

I need someone who can help mii throughout this period of tyme and understands me .

That is all ii want.

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