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This is my blog.
So i can bitch ,
what ever i want to.

Hate me ?
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(:

[[-'& the truth is ...'-]]

Imagine the world without LOVE . Sometimes we may think that love may not exist but it does one day .
There are people who could not accept the incoming of LOVE even when they feel its existance . There
are others who feel that they do not even need LOVE . Heesh . Different people with different thoughts .
I used to think that having a relationship is not a HUGE deal but i was wrong . I've never been serious in
my past relationships till lately . And to think back, I do learn things from the past relationships I
use to have . Even to the slightest informations . Crazy I know . And I think this is one of the best way
to improve the relationship i am in now with my fiance , Irwan bin Jaafar . I've been uttering alot of
hurtful things to him and kept on trying to HATE him but failed . I don't know why but the craziest
thing is that whenever I uttered those words with my own (BLARDY) mouth , I feel hurt as well . I never
knew that the impact was that great but when he started to say he 'loves me' , boy , i do feel sometimes
I am hanging in the thin air , feeling the great pleasure of love .

There is nothing to describe how much my love is for him . Since the start of our relationship two years ago
until now . From the time we were friends to more than friends . And to the extend of getting engaged .
Two years together really taught me alot of things . I realised I've been become more independent and
becoming more loving as a fiancee. He taught me all that and the opened my eyes to face the reality of life .
He showed me the meaning of patience and responsibility .He controlled my life to show
me that he care , he loves me . At first I don't understand but I finally understood . He brought a new
life in me . He may not be rich with money but he is RICH with LOVE . I know sometimes I've been hurting
him all these while and he have been hurting mine as well but whatever comes may , he still do stand by
me like how I am trying to stand by him . How I wish LOVE may not end up in quarrelling and crying.
I've had enough of crying and hurting myself all these while just because of a person . A person that I
love so much , infact too much to bear .

Anyway , I wanna take this opportunity to tell that person I've always been LOVING ,

Ayang love Hubby alot and nothing can ever take you away from me. No One .

10 THINGS ii LOVE about IRWAN bin JAAFAR .

1. His smile and his big ROUND eyes:) .(that can make me go crazy ,you know!)
2. His personality . (the way he puts others first before himself)
3. His super duper sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet VOICE !(he makes me FLY`!)
4. His responsibility as a SON , BROTHER & FIANCE .
5. He never fails to make me smile & happy even when I am DOWN .
6. He never really tell me he LOVES me but he SHOWS .(which sometimes I got the wrong ideas.)
7. The way he listens when I complained . (he is my EXTRAORDINARY friend ,shhh`!)
8. The way he NURSES me when I am sick even a SLIGHT cough . ( my FREE nurse .`!)
9. He has always been there for me although he may not be ther physically .(i.e:in my dream(:)
10.I just LOVe him for who he is and not what he was in the past .

Unbelievably , he changed alot in me . He made me have the confidence of myself . He kept telling me
I am beautiful the way I am . He kept on reminding me that no matter what , I am always the one he
would want to see everytime without fail . And he will always be the one who make me feel PRETTY
although I am not , I am just an ordinary person with the ordinary looks . Thanks for building my
self-esteem . You have been the boost to what I am today . And yes , you are the only SACHOK guy I've
ever seen in my whole life . Nothing can describe the way how much I LOVE and TREASURE you as in person .
I thank the Almighty for giving me the opportunity to know someone as sweet and special as you , Irwan .
Never will I regret this relationship of ours . I hope we will just learn from our mistakes in the past
and build a better prospect ahead in our life . The life we will one day build together . (:

You're all I ever wanted ;