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This is my blog.
So i can bitch ,
what ever i want to.

Hate me ?
You're welcome to leave.
(:

the reason is you ;

Things are really going haywire nowadays ; it seems . Ergh . Hard to explain literally in words nor actions .

Went thon-ning with b***h ; her friend and HIM .It went okayy . He made me smile most of the time with his lame jokes and his cheeky ways . Thanks alot luhs sey . But he made me upset in a way or two . I confess ; it was my mistake too . Things went okay after awhile and we managed to talked things out . Thus it makes us know each other better & we can understand more about each other . There are things in life that are complicated and only the both of us know . ;)

Went home just now in the morning around 8 . & boyy ; I really miss my bed ! Woohoo . Got some rest and then geared up already for a new day . Was supposed to go to school but unfortunately ; woke up late . So expected . Sholud ave listened to his advice of not going to school . Mulut masin sey . Oh yes ; Shiella darling is hospitalised . :( I miss you darling . Went lepaking with B***h just now and we talked about alot of things . Hope to lepak later again with her . Or maybe not . I am waiting for mama to get home . For goodness sake ; I really don't know what I am feeling right now . There are some things that are mingling in my mind right now . & geeesh, I so hate this feeling . I feel like crying now . & the reason lies within me . :( .

Sometimes , I yearn for spaces . I need space . But at the same time I need someone for me to rely on . I don't know what I should do . Damn .

To youu .

Hey ; thank you for lighting up my life . Thank you so much . I've had a great time with you just now & yesterday although there are conflicts . I am letting out whatever I wanted to say to you actually . I know the main reason of the conflict that happened was about me . I never meant to hide things from you but I really don't know when will be the best time for me to tell you whatever is going on with me ; I don't want to break our promise . I am stuck between two lines and I don't know what I should do . I swear there isn't anything going on between me and my ex's . They are my past and you are my present . & you will be my future soon ; I hope . I know you were upset and pissed off . And I know you don't have the trust in me . I don't expect you to trust me but I whatever I told you were the truth . Boyy , if you think I am not good enough or I am not the one for you , you can just tell me . I want to tell you something . Whatever memories be it good or bad that happened in our relationship will be cherished deep in my heart . MISSED .

loveLOVElove .

&& to him ; thanks for the ring . Love it . (:

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You're all I ever wanted ;