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shits .

Ergh ;

I'm blogging at 2359hrs . Another minute before it's officially midnight . A whole new day ; a whole new chapter . And I am hoping that tomorrow will be a better day for me . INSYA ALLAH .

I had an early morning surprise message . From a number I used to know . Checked it out and found out it was actually from Harfiyan aka Busu . I was astonished and dumbfounded . I didn't know what to do . Replied to his messages and he said he still do love me and all . I was confused . He came back the moment I am finally forgetting about him . Why ? He came back into my life when I started to develop feelings for someone else . I am so not going to backstab my DARLING for him . It's being unfair . He said he wanted to meet up in the afternoon . And DARLING was supposed to meet me up today ; but cancelled . :(

Went to wedding functions at two different places . I am so in love with the first venue's decos . So loving it . (: & I adored the second wedding's showcase which consisted of the dikir barat . Ouuuhhs . (:

Went home and get changed . Met up with Busu under my void deck . It was a bit uncomfortable you know . The moment I took his hand and kissed it as a sign of respect ; within seconds all the memories I used to have with him came stringing into my mind . He was the one who gave me hope to move on after I broke up with Irwan . Unfortunately he broke that very promise to be with me . It hurt me well . He made me have the mindset that guys are all the same . Until I met DARLING .

We had a conversation and he kissed my forehead . I pushed him away . I know that this is wrong . I swear I didn't know that he was about to kiss me . :( I am so afraid to tell my BABY . I don't want him to have the wrong ideas . I am stuck right now ; not knowing what to do . DARLING had warned me not to talk about my ex's . But he have the rights to know . BABY ; I am so sorry .

And AZUAN asked me if I wanted to go to ZOUKOUT . Still thinking uh gang . I have to ask DARLING's permission first mahhh .

And I am so missing my DARLING . I LOVE you baby .

You're all I ever wanted ;